Over the speed bump and up the mountain

My life is finally coming together. I guess it's true that once you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere to go but up. And I'm headed to the top! I've got a lot of work to do but in the end, it will all be worth it. Left some useless baggage behind that was weighing me down but.. Finally in the right direction and nothing can stop me now. I'm going for it! Hope everything goes as planned.

I'm sorry this had to happen to us.

I guess you were right about people drifting apart and having nothing to say to each other anymore. It was bound to happen to us. Even though I refused to believe so. But I tried to make an effort. I guess you just didn't want to.

Don't Share Your Toys

Done with her like a toy he got bored of.

it's over and done with... I guess it was fun while it lasted. I finally realized it's gone for good and it's not going to be the same anymore. The talks, the friendship, the memories, the feelings..Are going to slowly disappear. Eventually I'll forget everything that ever happened. Eventually..

Time will heal.

Cropping people out

I've always been the type to push people away. But when they leave, I get all depressed. This one hasn't left. This one is real. The type that stays through all the ups and downs. No matter what. When this one leaves, I'd be more than depressed. But if this one leaves, I'd let it go. Cause this one I can't have to myself. And all I can do is wish for another one to come around.

Nobody knows it but me.

"Nights are lonely, days are so sad."
I just want the world to end already. Just saying.

I Don't Care Anymore. Everything&Everyone is full of shit.

Lost in thought

I feel like such a fool. Why did I even bother. It was so obvious. :/

Stuck behind a speed bump

It's been a year and I'm still mad at myself for being so stupid. I'm too scared to try again but my life can't go on until I do so. And when i do, I am going to change for the better. I would finally be able to live my life how i want it. I wouldn't have to work around anyone else schedule. But my life can't go on until I do so.. So all i can do is try and "keep moving forward."

scary freaken nightmare.

i was at some random house having a tea party with my cousin and some friends when we smelt something horrible in the bathroom. when we went to check, it was a zombie lady! she was sitting in the tub with the faucet thing stabbed into her stomach. she was starving. we found out she was a walker as she chased us out side. the house suddenly turned into my cousin’s house. we ran back inside and locked her out. unfortunately she found another way in. stupid us forgot to lock ALL the doors. As i was trying to run away, i screamed.

i guess this is what happens when i watch the walking dead. or maybe it was because of vampire diaries. i think i screamed out loud.

Tags: the walking dead nightmare screaming out loud walkers woke me up early we are all going to die i laugh at myself

what a bad day today was..

i just can't handle myself. emotional thoughts gone wild. ):

He give me Deja Vu

Yesturday, I woke up to zuki crying so i went to take him to poop and i see my sister torturing him not letting him go poop. We were trying to potty pad train him. Anyways, i got ready for the mall with my cousin an who was running late. its aight cause i wasn't ready yet anyways xD When i walked to the car i didn't expect to see my kevin deja vu, guy an, and  a new friend named hau. We went to great mall and did some shopping. can you believe they never been there before. they were amazed at everything from the drive there to the stores it had. my sister came and tagged along for a while and left. Kevin ate my cookie! the only white chocolate macadamia nut we bought. Now he owes me one. Of course the fun had to end and i got dropped off at home where i got distracted by tumblr and facebook. I told my cousin hillary to change my password but i still got you! forgot about my BS. I got more homework done then i would have though. i was super tired so i went to sleep, i ddidnt hear my alarm in the morning unless i thought it was a text message and turned it off to go back to sleep. thinking that it was only 9, i hear my dad banging on the floor and thinking to myself " why is he making so much noise when i'm trying to sleep! its too early for this." i check the time and find out it was already 12. man am i not good with alarm clocks. -___-

This Nigga Zuki

NEW YEAR!

lets see how it goes..

Gerontophile

had my first tuna&grape sandwich. continued a friendship bracelet. played dance central demo. had munchies and ate A LOT. chips&salsa, pops cereal, kiwi, and such. went to some dance practice. made a new little friend. Heard MUSIC SOUNDS BETTER WITH YOU BTR at TAPX. NOOOOO! i ate one piece of meat at tapx. Was trying to go vegetarian for a day.

ZOMBIES!!!

cousin woke me up with a call asking if i wanted to sleep over. went to paint things. had Starbucks after. played KINECT* and watched The Walking Dead. rawwwrrr!

AND MAKING A FRIENDSHIP BRACELET FOR …

what did i do today?

woke up. got ready for TNTT. Ate the rest of the left over egg rolls. got to church. party with the kids. present giving. hella left over food. went to mass. after party at diana’s. ate more of the food. still some left overs. i took the pizza. played some thinking game.. i wish i was smarter. Finished a 3D apple puzzle.

Dec 1: Not even that much of a Happy Ending.

• jk: once upon a time, there was a very smart n handsome prince. he never had any problems and everything was great. but one day he made the wrong decision n ended up in an accident that wrecked his car. at first the prince thought everything would b fine but he had missed some things and his when his parents cleaned out his car they found drugs and now the prince is in big trouble but he talked to his parents and got back on their good side and everything is better except now he no longer has a car and cant go out at night with his friends anymore and he cant go on a roadtrip across america but he can still go to disneyland and tahoe and lived happily ever after
• the end

Dec 11: Global Winter Wonderland ! YAY (: Made it happen…

ate pesto pasta with garlic bread. went shopping for nothing ): ate more pesto pasta with garlic bread. went to Global Winter Wonderland with family and Jessica and Trang (I consider tam family xD) Got TSwizzlepicture and 2 feeeish. I had a feeling that i was going to miss but the guy had faith in me and sister’s beer pong skills. Went to IHOP. I was joking around saying “why don’t we just go to my house and Cow Tink can make omelets.” cause last time he made it at Tahoe it was deeelish. IDK how it happened but everything worked out perfectly. Went to Cow Binh’s house, had yummay omelets, and everyone was happy. Saved hella dollars :D

That’s right, you don’t even know. We make thing’s happen.

Dec 5: Why did I do that?

I woke up at 6AM and turned on my alarm cause it wasn’t on. When the alarm went off i just turned it off and i dont remember going back to sleep.. woke up late today ):

Dec 1: Target

We’ve been hopping targets the last few days trading cameras (my christmas present) xP 

anyways, every time we go, I always check if they have the ELEVATE CD (Big Time Rush). When I find it I just hold it around until we leave.. ohhhh somedayy.

Nov 27: Fell asleep 5 times watching Twilight.

so much for having a twilight marathon. -___-

Doesn’t he own a shirt?

Wednesday: Got picked up by Nancy and went to Macy’s to look for pillows. After class, waited for Jenny and went to Valley Fair and Santana Row. Time went by fast! Brought her home to meet parents. HAHA! 

Thanksgiving Thursday: Mother woke me up to go to church. English, Shirtless boys, lion dancing. It was a good mass. Out of all the people I do not know how I saw Edward. Went home and helped mother bake and then took a nap. Father woke me up to go to uncles house. Prayer, Eat, Family time. It was nice. Time went by really slow though cause we were all waiting for black friday. Went hilly’s house.

Black Friday: Great Mall all day. Me and Hillary walked around like 10 times. LOL. Went home at 9 and knocked out til 3. Baked in bed for a long while. Finally Opened the fire pit and had a practice round with Sister, Hillary, Tom, and Vivian. Hillary left with tom and vivian spent the night.

Saturday: Went to Starbucks and mass at MHT. Auntie’s birthday party with pizza hut and our Family Bon Fire.

Girl Sleepover at vivians! Twilight marathon which i kept falling asleep through. I didnt get to watch the ending of the 3rd one. ):

Sunday: watched 2 episodes of teen wolf and went to sleep. Woke up because zuki was crying. Theresa brought zuki to puppy social. we all fell asleep again. aww man, school tomorrow! Yummy Yummy Breakfast :D played UNO and 13. It felt like we were at Tahoe the whole time we were there. 

FAMILY<3

Nov 20: middle schoolers have so much attitude!

ohhh wells, good bonding time with them baking cake, playing killer, apples to apples, and telephone charades. Should have spent more time with them though ): came up late.

Oct 31: Halloween!

I hate how i have late classes ):

Lol, i skipped my late classes and went home early. kinda regret it cause i could have hung out with JENNY! but yeah, family will always have other parties. 

Cousin Kyle’s Birthday party! whoot whoot!

we had DJ Lance, Snow white, sumo wrestler, Pocahontas, bumble bees, cow boys and girls. and me was a troll :P

Oct 30: Betania

was boring. hahaha! i keep saying that. It was nice seeing john and phuoc though. Got my red scarf! i’ve been in tn for so long! omg! from “helping out” in the kitchen til now. I think i’m good to go now. time to quit! hahaha I WISH..

1UP

11/11/11 at 11:11am

Veteran's Day.
I'm proud to say I lived till today at this moment and time.
The Ultimate wish.

Oct 24

Lovely night.

Every time I think of the word lovely it reminds me of Ly cause the first time I met him at an NTVD Christmas party. LMFAO. 

Our skit was a fail but it was fun working on it. Can’t wait for the next group presentation. :P

City lights…

YUMMY! ;)

So yesterday my sister had Mexican candy right? I ate the last dipping candy. sooo good. and then after church during the meeting, my sister took out the red lucas and usually she keeps it from me and i just ask when i want some. but she put it in front of me and i just kept eating it. YUMMY YUMMY! I ate it all. Then my sister takes out the blue lucas and lets me have some. I ate half of that and stopped cause the meeting was over. Why must lucas be so good. (Chad Michael Murray)LMAO. We went to my aunts house and i was going to eat a lollipop but then i havent eaten real food yet so I ate some bun bo hue? right… and after, i ate a lollipop. Now my tongue feels all weird…

I got a free peach icee from barcode because of grand opening :D it tasted weird though. I dont know if it was my tongue or because I was still full from my jasmine milk tea. very odd……

p.s. ignore the legal document. I was just looking for my lucas picture. LMFAO!

SAT NIGHT

My sister came home at 2am and got yelled at. I came home at 3am but didnt get yelled at. Is it because they were sleeping already. Do they not love me anymore? Is it cause I went to church with them? Is it because me and my dad shared a piece of steak? Maybe they trust me with my friends :D

I’m liking my parents..

Other day:

my hr break at school

I don’t know if i slept or not but i remember checking my phone for the time and there was 5 more minutes till my alarm would ring so i went back to sleep and a second later, the alarm rang! idk if i had a dream about checking my phone or i checked it forreals. this always happens to me. sometimes i turn off my alarm without knowing and go back to sleep. D:

10/17/11

After a long day in step aerobics, we go to 7’11 to get a drink. Not a slurpee, not just anything, Arizona. I always have to pee after.

I spent a good amount of time in the library TRYING to study. When I was walking out, my papers dropped all over the floor. I was slowly picking it up cause i was waiting for someone to help. kekeke. NO ONE HELPED! it’s whatever cause there was like no one around. I felt like everyones class was canceled or something. 

I saw Trisha when I walked out of the deanza store. heh, awkward. It’s like I know her but i dont know if she knows me. and it was just a bunch of awkwardness. Like i wanted to say something but i didnt. blehhh.. Guess how much film is in college?!

Im glad i took photography in high school. expensive..

Those people that ask everyone to vote/sign whatever are so annoying. They came up to me but i said i was only 17 and my birthday is on nov 29. they stopped bothering me. :P

Cardio kick is so bad. The teacher doesnt even go with the beat and always makes her own confusing routines. its annoying. At least have the same routines and then add stuff. dont do it randomly. i hate it. but my cuzzin is in it so ima stay. nuisance though. I like my step aerobics and volleyball teacher.

Ate a Sandwich with San. I’m in a sandwhich phase. Always gotta get bunches of napkins. and i stole some little cute containers. muahahah!

On the way home to my house, the windows where down and there was this lady on the street. When we passed by, she turned and called for us. I saw her face sad and creepy but i felt so bad. My dad just drove by because he said she might blame us for something. It’s reminded me of the good samaritin. I guess i wouldn’t be the one to stop and help someone off the street. As much as i want to, it’s a dangerous world out there. People are crazy! 

Im going to have nightmares tonight.. ):

The OTHER OTHER DAY

OCT 16: Crabbing with the cousins&friends

after all the times i went crabbing with my uncles, i finally pulled a net up today. we caught hella crabs nomsayin?LMFAO

4:24am and finally home.

Festival Weekend

Friday: brought hilly to the festival, watched over the kids, walked around.

Saturday: Went to mass, audrey so bad, got iguanas with viv and nancy, hung out with me twin, went to victor's house and and chilled. hookahed and played with the devil dog.

Masquerade Party

FUNFUNFUNF

Shadow Cliff Park

Swimming, hot cheeto puffs,

Vu Family Camping

Why can't we all just be friends. ahaha. Had a fun time at camp with everyone. It was kinda diverse though cause some ppl went fishing, swimming, rafting, hiking, sleeping. But what evs. Mafia was okay. I killed everyone. yeee.. picked some clams. played 13. did camping stuff. ehh. goodnight!

Woodward Extended Family Camp 2011

Day 1: went to church, packed the car, off to camp. Unloaded, swam, rafted, touched the bouy, set up tents, read, shower with hose, ate. Camp fire, snacks, pray, cheu short shooting star.

Day 2: cup noodles, sunblock, read, cards, speed 2, raft, touch bouy, paddled back to trinity, ate shell soup, made sand castle, played on floaties and boat. Hot Cheeto puffs and seaweed, shower, eat, fire, pray, cow came, watch shooting stars. Still short:( tired, sleep.

Day 3: woke up. Feed me womanAte bowl noodles, people came. Sunblocked,
Swam to mothership. Thought of doggie names, reapplied, attacked the members only ship. I just came for trinity, ate chicken, showered with hose, pray, campfire songs, bonded, tired, sleep.

Day 4: caught huge fish. Everyone screaming, went out to pee and see what's up. Went back to sleep, woke up, bun reu, change, sunblock, swim, sit around, eat, BBQ worms, shower, life lessons around the fire, sleep.

Day 5: ate cup noodles, hung out, packed up, got distracted by catching fish, daddy's bringing it home, finished packing our stuff, dad made us go home because he's worried about the fish dying. Rushed us to the car...