It's been a year and I'm still mad at myself for being so stupid. I'm too scared to try again but my life can't go on until I do so. And when i do, I am going to change for the better. I would finally be able to live my life how i want it. I wouldn't have to work around anyone else schedule. But my life can't go on until I do so.. So all i can do is try and "keep moving forward."
