Over the speed bump and up the mountain

My life is finally coming together. I guess it's true that once you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere to go but up. And I'm headed to the top! I've got a lot of work to do but in the end, it will all be worth it. Left some useless baggage behind that was weighing me down but.. Finally in the right direction and nothing can stop me now. I'm going for it! Hope everything goes as planned.

I'm sorry this had to happen to us.

I guess you were right about people drifting apart and having nothing to say to each other anymore. It was bound to happen to us. Even though I refused to believe so. But I tried to make an effort. I guess you just didn't want to.

Don't Share Your Toys

Done with her like a toy he got bored of.

it's over and done with... I guess it was fun while it lasted. I finally realized it's gone for good and it's not going to be the same anymore. The talks, the friendship, the memories, the feelings..Are going to slowly disappear. Eventually I'll forget everything that ever happened. Eventually..

Time will heal.

Cropping people out

I've always been the type to push people away. But when they leave, I get all depressed. This one hasn't left. This one is real. The type that stays through all the ups and downs. No matter what. When this one leaves, I'd be more than depressed. But if this one leaves, I'd let it go. Cause this one I can't have to myself. And all I can do is wish for another one to come around.

Nobody knows it but me.

"Nights are lonely, days are so sad."
I just want the world to end already. Just saying.

I Don't Care Anymore. Everything&Everyone is full of shit.

Lost in thought

I feel like such a fool. Why did I even bother. It was so obvious. :/

Stuck behind a speed bump

It's been a year and I'm still mad at myself for being so stupid. I'm too scared to try again but my life can't go on until I do so. And when i do, I am going to change for the better. I would finally be able to live my life how i want it. I wouldn't have to work around anyone else schedule. But my life can't go on until I do so.. So all i can do is try and "keep moving forward."

scary freaken nightmare.

i was at some random house having a tea party with my cousin and some friends when we smelt something horrible in the bathroom. when we went to check, it was a zombie lady! she was sitting in the tub with the faucet thing stabbed into her stomach. she was starving. we found out she was a walker as she chased us out side. the house suddenly turned into my cousin’s house. we ran back inside and locked her out. unfortunately she found another way in. stupid us forgot to lock ALL the doors. As i was trying to run away, i screamed.

i guess this is what happens when i watch the walking dead. or maybe it was because of vampire diaries. i think i screamed out loud.

Tags: the walking dead nightmare screaming out loud walkers woke me up early we are all going to die i laugh at myself

what a bad day today was..

i just can't handle myself. emotional thoughts gone wild. ):